{"id":1391,"date":"2019-01-13T09:57:20","date_gmt":"2019-01-13T12:57:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/masonlar.org\/hur\/?p=1391"},"modified":"2019-01-13T09:57:20","modified_gmt":"2019-01-13T12:57:20","slug":"solumuzda-yeserenler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/masonlar.org\/hur\/2019\/01\/13\/solumuzda-yeserenler\/","title":{"rendered":"Solumuzda Ye\u015ferenler"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Bir ba\u015fkad\u0131r hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n solunda yer alanlar. Yani g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcze y\u00f6n, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcze tek \u0131\u015f\u0131k olanlar. Kimilerine g\u00f6re &#8220;A\u015fk&#8221;, kimilerine g\u00f6re varolmakt\u0131r. Belki her\u015feye kar\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6z kapamak ya da uyanmakt\u0131r. Vazge\u00e7emezsin. Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan\u0131n da olmayan\u0131nda vazge\u00e7ilmezidir. Yuvas\u0131d\u0131r hayat\u0131n\u0131n. Yine de vazge\u00e7emezsin sevmekten.<br \/>\nBazen biraz buruk, biraz k\u00fcs, biraz sitemkar, bazen de bir anne \u015fefkati, bir ikrar, bir nimet&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bazen serin bazen derin y\u00fcrekler. Yusuf \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde iki sela okundu diyorlar. Birincisi Yusuf, ikincisi Z\u00fcleyha i\u00e7in&#8230; Nas\u0131l \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc yaras\u0131 yarana denk olanlar bilir derler ya i\u015fte \u00f6yle bir k\u0131\u015f, \u00f6yle bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn. G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fler eklenir kimli\u011fimize. Mesafeler sevmek kadar uzak olamaz, ac\u0131lar hasret kadar tuzak olamaz. Bazen tam \u015furam\u0131zda, sol yan\u0131m\u0131zda, kalbimizin hemen dibinde bir\u015feyler eksik kal\u0131yor. Ama ne yapsakta ne eksiliyor ne de doluyor.<\/p>\n<p>Bizim i\u00e7in sevmek demek; Yan yana g\u00f6m\u00fclece\u011fin ki\u015fiyi se\u00e7mek demek.<\/p>\n<p>Gidenler \u015fiir oldu, kalanlar da hat\u0131ra&#8230; Her\u015feyi anlatmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olsa da, sustuklar\u0131m\u0131z anlat\u0131lmayacak kadar huzursuz. Umudumuz kopar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fin ucunda, ha soldu solacak.<\/p>\n<p>Asl\u0131nda mesele can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yanmas\u0131 de\u011fil, yakan\u0131n can\u0131m\u0131z olmas\u0131. Yine de vazge\u00e7emiyoruz sevmekten. De\u011fer bilmek laz\u0131m her\u015feyden \u00f6nce. Gitmeden, bitmeden, kaybetmeden&#8230; Bir de \u00f6zlemek diye bir\u015fey var. Ne zaman g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fczde belirse ac\u0131s\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcyor g\u00f6zlerimizden.<\/p>\n<p>H\u00fclaseten; Hep bir\u015feyler yar\u0131m, hep bir\u015feyler eksik&#8230;<\/p>\n\n<div style=\"font-size: 0px; height: 0px; line-height: 0px; margin: 0; padding: 0; clear: both;\"><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir ba\u015fkad\u0131r hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n solunda yer alanlar. Yani g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcze y\u00f6n, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcze tek \u0131\u015f\u0131k olanlar. Kimilerine g\u00f6re &#8220;A\u015fk&#8221;, kimilerine g\u00f6re varolmakt\u0131r. Belki her\u015feye kar\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6z kapamak ya da uyanmakt\u0131r. Vazge\u00e7emezsin. Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan\u0131n da olmayan\u0131nda vazge\u00e7ilmezidir. Yuvas\u0131d\u0131r hayat\u0131n\u0131n. Yine de vazge\u00e7emezsin sevmekten. Bazen biraz buruk, biraz k\u00fcs, biraz sitemkar, bazen de bir anne \u015fefkati, bir ikrar, bir nimet&#8230;&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":35,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[155,99,157,156,153],"class_list":["post-1391","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kisisel-bloglar","tag-ask","tag-hayat","tag-huzun","tag-kalp","tag-sevgi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/masonlar.org\/hur\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1391","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/masonlar.org\/hur\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/masonlar.org\/hur\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/masonlar.org\/hur\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/35"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/masonlar.org\/hur\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1391"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/masonlar.org\/hur\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1391\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1392,"href":"https:\/\/masonlar.org\/hur\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1391\/revisions\/1392"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/masonlar.org\/hur\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1391"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/masonlar.org\/hur\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1391"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/masonlar.org\/hur\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1391"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}